Many thanks lads.
Blaze, my poor mother cannot deal with at all. She is 80 now and after having a great life, she will die a very sad person
But blaze spit on. The aftermath is absolutely horrendous for everyone involved.
I don’t play over in my head why or blame my brother at all. I can’t let myself think like that as it will drive you crazy. It happened 4 years ago but is still so raw.
He was a great lad. A brilliant brother. I had many chats with him and he promised me he would never go down that route. I don’t feel guilty. I tried to help. I never thought it was as serious as it ended. That’s the only thing that bothers me aswell as missing him every day
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